I don’t know what’s wrong with me!! I just can’t satisfy these insatiable cravings!! How am I supposed to lose weight when I constantly feel like I’m starving?? I eat all the right foods.. Stay as close to healthy as I possibly can with my income.. I just can’t seem to get over the place I am right now!! Oooh && I don’t think it helps at all that I can’t get an adequate amount of sleep.. Uuuuuuughhh!! I’m just soooooooooo frustrated right now

Don’t know how it happened, but today I am back up to 196.4!! This makes me sooooooooooo sad since I have been working sooooooooo hard :-(

Well, today is my day to go food shopping again, soooo I’m gonna make sure I pick up all kinds of low cal healthy REAL foods to curb all the vicious cravings I’ve been having lately.. I wish there were a healthy alternative to chocolate, cuzz I seem to crave it as if it were going out of style LoL..

As of right now, I still have a minimum of 66 lbs to lose until I reach my ideal goal weight.. && So far, I have lost 41 lbs in about 8 months.. (I did have about a 4 month period where I was only maintaining) Not exactly how long I wanted it to take, but either way, progress IS progress..

195.0 lbs!! My hard work is catching up with me :-)